Top Reads of 2021

By: Tony W.

This year like last year saw a decrease in the number of books I read for the first time on average versus pre-covid years. Before Covid hit last year I was averaging over two hundred first time book reads a year. However, for the past two years I find myself comforted by titles that I’ve read before and enjoyed. Perhaps I’ll make a list of those at another time. Without further ado here are my top reads for 2021 in the order in which they were read.

The Cleaners (Faraway Collection) – Ken Liu

In the Dream House – Maria Carmen Machado

Black Imagination – Natasha Marin

Deathless Divide (Dread Nation, #2) – Justina Ireland

Remote Control – Nnedi Okorafor

The Secret Lives of Church Ladies – Deesha Philyaw

Clap When You Land – Elizabeth Acevedo

Nubia: Real One – L.L. McKinney

Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism – Amanda Montell

Navigate Your Stars – Jesmyn Ward

To Balance on Brides – Rhiannon Giddens

Clap Back (Black Stars #5) – Nalo Hopkinson

We Travel the Spaceways (Black Stars #6) – Victor LaValle

Girl Gurl Grrrl: On Womanhood and Belonging in the Age of Black Girl Magic – Kenya Hunt

White Smoke – Tiffany Jackson

Ring Shout – P. Djeli Clark

My Heart is a Chainsaw – Stephen Graham Jones

Honorable Mentions

Silver in the Wood (The Greenhollow Duology, #1) – Emily Tesh

Briarley – Aster Glenn Gray

Three for the Road: Stores from Dread Nation – Justina Ireland

Nothing But Blackened Teeth – Cassandra Khaw

Mongrels – Stephen Graham Jones

TV Review: Cowboy Bebop

By: IO

This isn’t as thorough as I would like it to be. Right now, I have too many feelings and not enough research to give a deep dive into what I think worked for the show and what didn’t. It wasn’t a perfect thing, for sure, but it deserved time to grow, and my disappointment in the show’s premature cancellation exceeds the definition of the word. I could write a whole rant about how stories need time to breathe and reach their audience, but for now, I’ll stick to a quick hits of what I did and didn’t like about the live action series. Since I learned to workshop by giving positive notes first, we’ll start there.

What I liked

The casting of the Bebop crew

John Cho is amazing. He’s just a good actor and I was so excited when I learned he would play Spike. Mustafa Shakir not only does a great job embodying the physicality of Jet Black, but also has the voice to go with it. After one watch through of the live action series, I went back and rewatched it and the dubbed anime simultaneously and wow does Shakir sound like anime Jet. Daniella Pineda brought an innocent and hyper energy to the character of Faye that wasn’t in the anime. It’s different, and it compliments the lower key energy of this version of Spike and Jet. And the three main cast members are all people of color, which was amazing to see. 

Whitney Matsumoto

This character change was one of my favorite things about the series and made episode 8 my favorite one to watch. Instead of the conman hetero love interest of anesiac Faye, the live action Whitney is introduced as a conwoman who pretended to be Faye’s mother to get her out of cryo storage and steal from her. In episode 8, Whitney comes back into Faye’s life with another con, playing on Faye’s inability to remember her life and her lack of family. The con being related to the longing for family and belonging works far better to Faye’s journey than the love interest angle told in the anime. 

Familiar stories with a twist

I’ve read some critiques of the plot as being too comparative to the anime and falling short for being either too similar or not similar enough. But I loved that some of the stories from the anime were used and changed to be something different. The first episode gave more depth to one character, Katerina, who was just a damsel in distress in the anime, and provided an opportunity to introduce Faye at the beginning of the show. Stories were reworked with obvious love of the original anime.

Not so much

Vicious and Julia

In that world, where gender and sexual fluidity and expression did not appear to be subject to the same taboos that exist in our world, the reductive sense of masculinity expressed by Vicious chaffed against the plot. He presented too much as a spoilt princeling who ascended through nepotism which undermined the believability of his underling’s loyalty and even Julia’s interest in him. 

And Julia appeared too much of a broken femme fatale, a clever woman who somehow let herself be resigned to her life in the Syndicate as it was until the prospect of rescue by a former lover came up. I did like her best at the end of the series when she decides not to take the salvation offered by Spike but instead to take the same power that was being used to oppress her. But it felt stale still. Her victory over Vicious is cheapened by the fact that he wasn’t really a formidable opponent in the first place. Their story came across as a thinly disguised allegory of feminism triumphing over toxic masculinity instead of as actions of characters fully integrated into their world. 

Give Gren more

I like this version of Gren. They exist as a non-binary person living their life without the focus of their existence being on their body and trauma towards it. Given the original anime character’s connection to Vicious, there was an opportunity to give Gren a bigger role, linking them more to Vicious or just the Syndicate generally. I did read that Gren was actually given a bigger role than originally planned but I would have hoped for more if there was a season 2. 

That brief intro to Ed

Listen, I haven’t heard a good word yet about that character intro, but I was willing to think of it as an over-the-top introduction to a character that would be better developed over the course of an actual story in season 2. 

I wish there was going to be a season 2. The show was clearly set up to expand upon the universe it set up, similar to the anime but ready to veer into its own rhythm. There was a great opportunity to take more storylines from the anime and adjust them to this new world and create new stories entirely. But Netflix only gave the show three weeks before it chickened out on what could have been a fun space opera. I’m sad we won’t get to see a live action take on the mutated space food from Toys in the Attic or what could have been done with unageing child from Sympathy for the Devil. And we should all be sad we won’t see Spike encounter his funniest nemesis, Cowboy Andy. That’s a loss for us all. 

Terra Spirit – Part 3.5: The Kiss

Here’s Part 1 if you missed it!

by K. Osorio-Teamer

The newly introduced teammates landed on the name Why You Always Lion, a reference to the Royal Lion family in the series known for their secrecy. Not to mention Mary wore a lion mask like Arturo. 

“I love the quality of the faux fur,” Mary said, reaching a hand to Arturo’s mask that laid on the table. Before making contact she paused, “Wait, it is faux fur, right?” Mary asked, keeping her hand inches from the mask, as if making physical contact with the fur would make her responsible for the animal’s death. 

“Yeah, it’s faux.” I answered, knowing Arturo had no idea what the mask was made of.

“Oooh,” Mary said as she finally lowered her hand to feel the soft tan tufts. “I love it!” 

“Yeah, Olivia has a shop!” Two Shots Arturo announced happily. Olivia smiled proudly.

“I think we need to talk about this drinking game,” Evan had returned with four shots of tequila and the team’s answer cards. “There’s 6 rounds and I don’t see us getting any answers wrong UNLESS,” he points dramatically at the shots, “we take shots EVERY.TIME. we get an answer right. We’ll be out before we get to round 3. We’ll be of no use!”

“Speak for yourself!” Mary hit his arm and laughed. 

With the rules changed to drinking when the team answered incorrectly, as was reasonable, the quiz started and the room became quiet. The competitiveness and nerdiness were thick in the air. As the night progressed, Why You Always Lion made their way to the top of the leaderboard, only missing two answers along the way. The tequila was catching up to Olivia, her face hot in the blur of screams and incessant laughter. 

In the final round of the quiz, Olivia’s was one of three teams competing for the highest honor of Terra Warrior Champions, personified by wood slice medallions that hung on twine necklaces and a plastic trophy. The medallions were burned with silhouettes of various animals.The plastic trophy was a little unnecessary. 

Why You Always Lion was a well oiled machine. Evan and Olivia were the most well versed in the books and movies, respectively.  Mary wrote the answers down and raced them to the drop box. Arturo kept the tequila coming. 

“I need that medallion, Olivia,” he shook his fists in the air, “I don’t think you understand!” Olivia pushed his hands down and shushed him as she watched the Quizmaster grab the mic preparing to read the last question. Olivia, her hands still holding his arms, looked back at Arturo and he was just smiling at her. 

“Quit it you silly weirdo,” he laughed at her mild taunt. “I need to focus.” Just then the Quizmaster spoke. 

“And the final question of tonight’s Terra Spirit Quiz is based on the woman we’re honoring tonight, Arabela Dario. She recently passed , but she will live on through us and with Spirit.”

“With Spirit,” The room answered in unison, a call back to the phrase from the series. 

The Quizmaster looked around at the three remaining teams who had now moved to the front of the play area, taking up the three closest tables to the drop box. “Remember to write your answer and drop it in the box as soon as you’re ready. “Who brought Arabela Dario onto the first Terra Spirit film?”

Olivia whispered the name to Mary who wrote it and walked it to the box almost simultaneously. Olivia had heard this story from Ms. Dario herself. It was a younger man she’d known from the neighborhood. He was building sets for a movie and he thought she could help with costumes, since she was a talented seamstress and dressmaker. He mostly flirted with her, so Ms. Dario thought it was just another plan to get with her. Turned out he wasn’t just bs-ing her, and a week later she was helping develop the costumes for an independent film called Spirits of Terra. Turned out he was flirting a bit, too. They got married a few years later. 

“Leonardo Dario! The winners are Why You Always Lion!” 

Evan and Mary jumped and hugged like they had won Fast Money on Family Feud. They ran to the Quizmaster to get the prize trophy. Arturo looked at Olivia and rushed to her. Olivia one again thought a hug was coming her way but he was rushing her to the trophy as well. They each chose a medallion and put them on proudly. 

“Come on, we need a picture,” Arturo said as he took out his phone and pulled Olivia in for a picture with their quizmates. They each put a finger or two on the tiny trophy and smiled wide. 

“You guys take it,” Olivia handed the trophy to Mary. “Show your children what you’ve done here.” They laughed and after all the IG handles were exchanged, the couple left. Olivia had lost track of time. Upon checking her phone, Olivia’s jaw dropped. “It’s 1am?” 

“I know! Is this really late for you?” Arturo asked. 

“No for me, but for Sra Galeano – my mom – it’s practically 6am.” 

“Oh man, your mom’s gonna hate me. Let’s order a lyft and I’ll ride home with you,” he made eye contact with me as they walked to the bar. “…and then I’ll stay in that car and go to my house,” he added quickly. Olivia laughed and the task of closing their tabs and drinking water distracted them from any possible awkwardness. As they walked out and Olivia ordered their ride, the outside air was cooling them down from the hot and crowded bar. 

They stood close to each other, their pinkies nearly close enough to brush lightly. Could she hear his heart racing? 

“Ok they’ll be here in 8 minutes.” Or was it just hers she was hearing? 

“Cool. Thanks for inviting me. This was really fun.” He looked at her and she wanted to kiss his stupid cute face. She hesitated. Just do it! There was the voice again. The fearless voice. 

“It was fun.” She looked back at her phone. “Seven minutes,” she said as a droplet fell on the screen. She felt the next droplets on her arms. They both looked up and smiled. 

“It feels kinda nice.” Arturo spoke too soon. The rain rushed down like some had spilled a jug of water while changing the Big Watercooler in the sky. They ran laughing under the cover of a nearby gas station.  Do it. Arturo had grabbed her hand to lead her to the dry haven. She pulled him towards her and kissed him gently. 

“You started it! I can’t believe it!” Eli threw a pillow at Olivia with her cheeto-free hand.   

“Eli, you’re fucking up the story telling here! I’m giving you romance in the rain!”

Dec. 26th

The Ozanne Series Pt. 1

by S.L. Jordan

I kicked the chunk of greyish melting snow and took another pull of my vape pen. As the light puff of smoke swirled around me in the crisp early evening air I glanced down the busy street in annoyance.

I could hear the Marching Band practicing down at Perch Field House. Nostalgia brought a wave of memories over me. Just last year, that would’ve been me down there practicing my flute along with the rest of the band.

But that was last year. Turning my back, I shook those memories off. It felt like a lifetime ago.

The town was bustling with activity to prepare for Dec. 26th. It should feel odd because almost every other city known to man was busy winding down for the season, except for the bigger cities that really brought in the New Year with a bang – but not us. No one would ever mistake sleepy old Heinx for a city that did anything other than fish.

Dong. Dong. Dong.

The clock above City Hall announced the time. 3 .p.m.

Just as I was about to take one last pull from my vape, I heard, “Trip 1 – now you know Imma have to tell your people ‘bout you smoking dat vape right in front of the school!”

I clicked the pen three times to increase the smoke and deliberately took the biggest pull I could, turned to face our neighbor and exhaled the largest cloud of smoke directly into his face.

“Make sure you tell dat”, I said and stuffed the pen back into my jeans pocket. Mr. Hatterly was just about as nosy as you could get, and while I knew I would have to hear it when I got back home, it felt good to shut him up.

“Trip 1”, I hated that nickname. One, it was stupid. Two, I’M NOT A TRIPLET!!

I am the oldest of three. We are a year apart. Yes, we all look exactly alike – and YES, we all have the same birthday – Dec. 26th.

BUT WE ARE NOT TRIPLETS! 

No matter what we said, or did the Heinxian’s didn’t care. We were the Ozanne Triplets as far as they were concerned. 

Mr. Hatterly was still sputtering and coughing when Holly and Gar walked up.

“Tinsey, what did you do to old man Hatterly?” Gar said around a mouthful of smoke.

“Looks like she tried to smoke him out”, Holly said, laughing as she patted Mr. Hatterly on his back until he waved her away with his cane, “excuse me, I was just trying to help.”

All three of us continued to laugh as Old Man Hatterly straightened up and walked off grumbling something about, “disrespectful ass kids”.

“What’s that you said?” I hollered at his back.

“Tinsey, chill. You already know mama gone be on our head about whatever you just did,” Holly said, pulling her own vape pen from her bag. 

Holly was the baby, but she was always the one who reigned us back in.

“He called me Trip 1.” 

We shared a glance and nodded in agreement. Gar shrugged, “well he earned it” he said and blew perfectly shaped rings of smoke from his mouth. 

The three of us made our way through town, laughing and smoking the whole time. I could see why the town called us triplets. We do almost everything together and we look EXACTLY alike. I mean, down to our birthmarks – a perfectly shaped five-pointed star on the insides of our right forearm. We thought it was weird too, but sharing it strengthened our bond. Or at least we thought so. When we were growing up, if Holly or Gar were in trouble, I would feel a sensation at one point of the star.

Our parents thought we were making it up, but we’ve all felt it over the last 17 years at one point. When all three of us are together, we feel a surge of energy pulsating through our birthmarks. No one else in our family had anything similar, and that made us feel even more unique and bonded. 

Maybe we were supposed to be triplets. 

Between us smoking and all the activity in town, it took us about thirty minutes longer to get home than usual.

“What do you think they have in store for us tonight?” Gar asked as we turned onto our block.

“I think I saw mom smashing clay in the back this morning…” Holly offered, “I need a new intention bowl.”

In the Ozanne household, we started our birthday celebrations the night of the 25th. Mom and dad always made a big deal of celebrating right at midnight on the dot. 

For the last few years our celebrations got weirder and weirder.

Last year, we were all given daggers. Pretty ornate ones too. When we asked where they had gotten such decorative knives, they ducked and dodged those questions as if they were pointed spears. 

Holly and Gar were in the midst of guessing when we all noticed the door to our home was open, and not in a welcoming way. It looked as if someone had kicked the door in.

“Wait here”, I said,

“Nah, you’re not going by yourself,” Holly and Gar said simultaneously. 

We paused for a moment and felt the surge of energy crackling through our birthmarks. I took a moment to touch the spot through my jacket before proceeding further. 

Taking the lead, with Holly in the middle and Gar bringing up the rear, we stepped onto the front porch.

“Mom… Dad…” I called out as we stepped through the front door. There was evidence of a struggle – broken glass, smashed furniture and spots of blood trailing toward the back of the house. 

That’s when I recognized the sound of the sink in the kitchen running.

Hoping I would find them in the back, I took off running towards the sound and found more broken glass and blood. I blindly turned the faucet off. 

“Gar, check upstairs,” I said while grabbing Holly to my side. 

Bewildered, I tried to process what I was seeing. What in the hell happened in the last eight hours? Who would do this? Where were our parents?

“They aren’t,” Gar said as he came running into the kitchen, “there’s no damage up there either.”

The three of us stood silently in our kitchen. As the oldest, I knew I had to step up and handle whatever this was, but my mind was taking its time taking all the details in.

“We need to call someone,” Holly said. 

My autopilot turned on and I pulled my cell phone from my jacket pocket to call 911.

“Wait,” Gar said just as I was about to hit the call button.

There on the table were a few newspaper clippings, and an envelope marked “Ozanne 3”. The top clipping showed an old gray-scale picture of a baby.

I stepped closer and picked the clipping up. I stared at that picture so long that Holly grabbed it from me. She stared at it even longer until Gar grabbed it from her. 

We all looked at each other. It was an announcement for a baby that looked just like us. Except the year was wrong – Dec. 26th 2005 – this baby was born a year after Holly.

“What the fu-” I started before Gar cut me off with a wave of his hand.

“There’s more…” he said in a hushed voice. 

Under the envelope marked “Ozanne 3” lay another article with an identical baby staring up at us. The article was marked Dec. 26th 2001 – exactly one year before I was born.

I felt like someone had yanked the rug from under me. Who were these kids? And why did they look exactly like me and my siblings? I crumpled to the floor and let my cell phone drop from my hand.

Gar grabbed the letter and ripped it open.

“It’s mom’s handwriting”, he said.

He sat down next to me and began reading.. 

To My Dearest Three,

I don’t know where to start.

You three are the loves of our lives. Loves we didn’t think we would ever have. Your father and I had been married ten years, and had experienced plenty of loss before we met you Tinsel. Eighteen years ago, while at the Christmas fair, there was a group of traveling ladies who were reading fortunes. 

There were rumors they practiced witchcraft and spells, but as desperate as we were, your father and I had our fortunes read. 

We would be parents, they said, but only if we did as we were told. 

They told us to perform a specific ritual five nights in a row from Dec. 20-25.

Most of our family tried to talk us out of it. It went against our beliefs; they said. They called it heresy, but we called it hope. After much debate, we started the rituals on the 23rd through the 25th.

That first year, nothing happened. I still was not pregnant. We eventually placed the fortune and rituals in a drawer and put it all behind us. 

That following year – on Dec. 26th at midnight we awoke to hear the cries of a baby that had been left on our doorstep.

That was you, Tinsel.

How we cried at the sight of your precious face. 

I hurried to find the rituals, the one to thank the universe for delivering you to us. We performed them that night through tears of joy.

The following year, out of a thankful spirit, we performed the rituals again on Dec. 23rd -25th. This time, we had our baby with us. Again – on Dec. 26th at midnight we awoke to the cries of a baby left on our doorstep.

That was you Garland.

To go from childless to two children was more than we could have ever wished for. We celebrated your birth and Tinsey’s 1st birthday under the moonlight. 

The third year, again out of a thankful spirit, we performed the rituals on Dec. 23rd -25th with our two babies. Only to be awakened again on Dec. 26th with the cries of a baby left on our doorstep.

That was you Holly. 

We celebrated and performed the thankful ritual as a family of five. Our hearts were as full as the moon.

Last Saturday at the Christmas Festival, we saw those fortune tellers for the first time in 19 years. They recognized you three and told your father the time had come ….

That we had to let you go.

Go become who you were destined to be, but how …

Gar stopped reading.

“But how, what?” I said.

“That’s where the letter stops.” He said. 

I finally looked at this face. He had the same face he used to make when he was younger and fell, but didn’t want to cry.

I grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight. His point on my star stung sharply.

Holly had been standing by the window silently while he read the letter.

“Someone is watching the house,” she said.

To Be Continued ….